Re: Who were the Olmecs

Bea is more beautiful and a few other women out there are more
beautiful, but not by much.
Its noticeable at times and at another times not as noticeable.
Usually when we are in a dreamspace together they will take on a less
beautiful form of their same archtype.
Just for modesty sake.
But if you tried to paint them, to express that extra beauty they
have, well it can't be done.
It is just something that you can't reproduce, so you never see it.
But on earth, I think Adriana is still the most beautiful and the fact
that she is the worlds top supermodel says that other people agree
with me on that one.

But you know the strangest part?
I never worry about losing Susan, and i don't think she ever really
worries about losing me. But even though me and Adriana have been
together for maybe a million years, we still worry about losing each
other all the time.
Even if I say to myself that there must be something that will always
keep us together if we keep finding each other like this, it still
makes no difference. I get jealous if she is with someone else and if
I am not just so, in my feelings towards her, then she is the same. If
I put anyone above her, she will slam dunk me with a rock star without
a moments hesitation.
And she has done it. Not that long ago. And then she gets all
depressed. And then we get back together.
So it is this totally different dynamic relationship.
This world this civilization doesn't have the societal structures that
give people the sense of security in things that we do back home.
This society is too disorganized and not based on sound science and
sound philosophy. So it seems to me to be always teetering on the
brink of destruction.


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