Re: Theory of beliefs, belief fields

The whole gang coalesceing outsideof oneo f the shelters. Another mystery,
I cant even speak qith one of the case managers to ask because again the
security guards go hysteric and act as if they were the owners. But I did
recognized the car plates outside, at least one. It amkes sense to me as a
message, yet another hidden reference. Loos like the most direspected
people in Mexico, despised or even feared can come to the US and be
treated with all due respect. I still have a real doubt. I dont know what
is needed to get at least enough credibility to be heard in this country!
I feel as if NY is a cacicazgo. And the profile I seek is somebody young
with money, associated to music and with access to private airplanes. He
would know what happened to all the random encounters. I spent almost 24
hours taking care of my feet to be able to walk, for the second time...

Foot fetishes can be understood with references to the male sexual organ.
It is morphologically an exposed erect male sexual organ, so different
symbolic meanings can be attached to feet to ventilate inhibitions without
revealing the object of shame, the same way albures and puns speak of
realities from the side, reference hidden in the double meaning, so that
the user of them cannot be seen as **guilty** of making a direct reference
or, symbolically, a direct use of it. It is the person who understands the
double meaning who becomes guilty of _it_, not the one who **pushes** the
meaning and initiates the refernce. The same way, feet can act as a doubly
meaningful construction to make this side references in a more or less
proper social way without incurring into the stress of making a direct
reference. Long heels then mean a long organ, using long heels giving the
message of wanting a long sexual organ. Exposed feet mean the will to
expose the organ, a loose attitude. The parable of Christ having his feet
washed would them mean a lubricated penis, maybe the only way authors of
that age were able to speak and write of sex. Similarly, leprosy and
gangrene, extremities s diseases that leads to losing them, were a direct
and indirect way to express the unwillfullness to let certain individuals
or groups procreate, direct as it affects sexual attraction, indirect as
it gives the message of not being exposed, not being exposed itself, of
having to be hidden. It would be one of the social diseases of choice in
tyaht epoch! Again sending Christ to the lepers has the meaning of not
wanting him to procreate in more than one way, most likely because he
would be the partner of choice. Note that emphasis on mutilation of feet
would then be an aberration on both account, both as a despicable act and
as a symbolic castration. This seems to be a common schizophrenic belief
among cannibals, (narcosatanics also), that some goal can be attained by
eating a left foot; taken literally, reptile mind like, it means
mutilation and self cannibalization led by a belief in immortality, while
indirectly as a double meaning it points to a homosexual act or a
secondary sexual practice. Note that mutilation of feet expresses in those
proposing it a repressed will to be left alone with a male sexual organ,
or a hidden homosexual inclination that is not expressed but finds its
outlet several ways in the tortured (shamed) mind, though of course it can
act as homosexual banner also. It is indicative that among schizophrenic
homeless a **foot attack** is a very desirable objective, weaved around an
incredible foot lore to justify feet diseases, but ALSO to force them. It
indicates the underlying will of having somebody castrated without daring
to go through the physical act. It serves both purposes, to impair the
ability to find sexual couples and to impede intimacy by the subject. Feet
are then a **good** target for bioterrorisms. [VERY interesting, that
_those_ Veracruzans who wanted my computer stole not only invoices and
other paperwork but ALSO my stock of stocks and shoes, just before I left
Mexico, and I still cant recover]. As normal sexuality is very repressed
in the homeless, homosexuality expressed as foor fetish is widespread,
while undesirables have their feet cut as a first instance attack...

[...I would call that lost species as protogorilla. Given the hypothesis
Gorillas are explained as the result of a forced differentiation to
maintain procreation barriers even in the face of non geographical
barriers. In a way, primate species are an emergency DNA backup for this
more rational species.]

I still dont get a reply from a Church in Poland. I have several
questions.

I am awaiting a certain visit...

Fabrizio J Bonsignore now Danilo J Bonsignore

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