Re: OT: 16 Children


"Miss Becky!"

Can you imagine the mood I am in to be as hateful as I am today?
Geeeezzzzzzzzz. This is a lunatic asylum and I only have two children
and one extra plus the grandbaby (who can do no wrong of course).

I have dealt with paranoia, cut wrists, hysteria, unrealistic attitudes
about money, sleep deprivation, and my own aggravation.

Give you an example of my mood, when shown the slit wrists:

"Well, I guess you know how completely stupid that was."

No sympathy coming from here.

How many children people have is not my business and I know it. I just
feel like Michelle? was sold a bill of goods is all.

And I think the being on TV and feeling superior to the rest of us mere
mortals who make the irresponsible choice of limiting our families,
working hard and gasp! Not home schooling! is what makes me furious.
Let alone day care.

My kids' umbilical stumps dropped off in the day care center. Not
really, of course, but it wasn't long after that when I had to go back
to work. HAD to go back to work. Not wanted to. HAD to.

Because I didn't want to be poor. Nobody does. I didn't want my kids
looking scroungy at school. I didn't want them feeling scroungy. I
didn't want to be scroungy and poor.

I feel like some people think you are "less than" if you do not share
their particular faith, if you make choices that don't agree with
theirs. I loved and love my children, to distraction. I'd lay down my
life for either of them, certainly for my grandson, and probably for my
poor DIL. It makes me mad to be perceived by some not to love them.

You know, part of this comes from real life, at home, in my own
extended family, and not the Duggars. I know I have a chip on my
shoulder.


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Blupencl
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