Re: Updated update

I was so happy to read your post from the other day...no wonder you're
having a "pity party"! I wish I had something more inspiring to say than
just "hang in there" but know you have so many people keeping you in their
prayers.

"Bam" <dearcounselor@xxxxxxxxxxx> wrote in message
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Judity, you'll be able to keep track of this right? It's going to make a
great medical thriller.... :)

Well, you must love the medical profession... not.

The urologist thinks I do, indeed, surely have MS. He says the problems
I'm having urologically are very indicative of MS... here one day, not
the next, no other explanation. He said MS wreaks havoc with the
bladder.... oh goodie, at least it'll be exciting, right?

(He said to me that he's very impressed with my attitude and outlook and
I told him once the sense of humor leaves, I'm done, there will not be
enough strength to come back, so I have no choice but to smile, grin,
bear it, and say WTF!)

He gave me some meds to hopefully handle the immediate issues, another
infection, etc. Told me he would definitely take my films and go to
another neurologist because I now have one that says yes, one that says
he doesn't think so, and the third whilst still not necessarily any more
right than either of the first two, would at least give me that much
more information.

Tonight I have a fever, my kidney hurts, I want to cry. I want to just
lay in the bed and say - OK, GOD... you win. For 12 years, I've fought
to get my world right and for 12 f*ing years you've been throwing road
block after road block and frankly, I'm just tired of dodging the road
blocks......

Fear not.... it's just a momentary pity party and about as much anger as
I do..... but damn, give a sister a break, will ya?


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